bro i need to get more sleep. i used to enjoy sleep deprivation, like i felt i could actually do something. i feel useless. oh haha yeah yeah very funni edgy its juts a phase haha
yeah it probably is a phase. a dangerous one in that case. i’ve attempted suicide three times, all by hanging. the problem is, i’m more comfortable pouring out my feelings typing, instead of writing and talking.
i’m garbage lol
